Big fat BFN!!! Just venting!

I'm going crazy here! We've been TTC for a year now and nothing after our miscarriage! I'm just getting really frustrated and upset! I don't know if it's my body or the husbands swimmer that aren't working. I'm about to give up and just say whatever. I'm tired of trying cause I stopped trying and nothing happened either. Trying to get pregnant sucks really bad! I'm a mother of two and I'm so bless to have them but to want another one, it's a real struggle! Now I know how all the other women feels out there that are trying and nothing is happening or to get pregnant and have a miscarriage. Ugh life as a woman trying to get pregnant and have a healthy pregnancy and baby is hard. :(