Torture of waiting for the Dr.'s call

I have asked God for patience while I get through the next few days..but iIts not easy.  As I posted before, I'm 11wks with my first and found out that Im a carrier for SMA.. So hubby has been tested yesterday and we are told to wait a week.. It's been 24 hours and so far I've broken down at work, in the car on the way home, and at home a few times.. Just cant stand it.. Why are days going soo slow?!  😔