Ugh I'm so Upset 😔

So It's Almost Been A Whole Month SinceI've  had my period it's like my periods are so messed up like it is very frustrating to me right now every single one of my friends are pregnant or just had a baby I'm just so ready to start this right now but as some of you guys might no I'm using a sperm donor but it's so frustrating like I don't want to waste his time you no and like I've just been so upset about it 😔😔😔😓