Waiting game

Sarah-Louise • I live in Oxfordshire with my husband Rich, son Bertie and Molly the cat.
I went for an early scan today. I had a MMC in April and am now at my 8th week with pregnancy number 2.
Scan concluded that I am only 4-5 weeks along with no heartbeat as yet. I'll need another scan in a week to see if it's another MC or not. 
All my symptoms have gone too so I'm bracing myself for the worst. All I want in life is my baby but it feels like it'll never happen 😓
Has anyone else ever suffered this yet come out the other side ok?