Help.

Tabetha
I don't know what to do. I lost my daughter when I was five months pregnant in January of 2013. I'm almost positive that I am pregnant again after almost three years. The man that I got pregnant with is not a good person. He already has two kids that he doesn't barely take of them one of them are in Iowa and the other is here in South Carolina where we both live. He crashed my car and destroyed my entire life and everything I worked so hard for. So basically what I am wondering is if anyone has any advice for me. I do not believe in abortion because I lost my child but I don't know if I can bring this child into the world knowing that the father wouldn't be there. Or maybe I should just go ahead with the pregnancy instead of terminating the pregnancy. I'm just terrified to do so. I don't want to do it but i don't know if I can. I just need advice ladies. I'm in a very rough spot and don't know what to do.