I officially started bleeding today which makes me heartbroken. This is my second miscarriage and even though it was early it is just as hard to accept and just as heartbreaking. I have many blessings from God but never can understand why he bestows upon us such great blessings and then takes it away before we've even had the chance to lay eyes upon it. Today will be a hard day but am going to stay focused and positive, not as much for me but for my children who don't understand the pain I'm going through.