21 and Pregnancy

So I'm turning 21 in October I love Kids. I love to babysit them. But Ugh when I see pregnant females I get so Jealous. My baby fever is getting worse. I have a boyfriend but he wants to get his life together and that is great with me. But I already pick out a baby name for both genders. Sometimes I also wonder how pretty my baby gonna be. My boyfriend is Puerto Rican and I'm west Indian*Trinidadian * . I don't even know what to do. I have a Job AND etc. Ughh I'm just so excited. I love to see glowing pregnant females. pregnancy is a beautiful thing. 👶💜