Really struggling.

I am almost 13 weeks with my first! It hasn't been easy with really bad morning sickness (actually happens at night) and migraines that put me to my knees in tears. People say to enjoy pregnancy but I haven't really been enjoying it. Other than the ultrasounds which make me cry everyone. I love my baby so much already. Is it bad that I just want to hold my baby and love and kiss on him? I'm over being sick. Hopefully it gets better :) anyone else feel this way?