I'm done.

I do not have the slightest clue as to why our Heavenly Father would bless my husband and I with a pregnancy then take it away. People say that it is all apart of a plan and that there was a reason for it well all it showed me is that we are ready to be parents. It gave me something to compare every single feeling to while TTC and to have hope every month then have my whole world crash and burn. I walk by our nursery and want nothing more then to place a baby in there. God didn't teach me anything with my miscarriage it only showed me pain and I am not strong enough to keep doing this. I am just done. šŸ˜¢šŸ’”