Disappointed...

I'm soooo disappointed again...pre seed was not successful.. I use opk to time ovulations, believe I done everything right... I just got my a.f and its 3 days early.....WTF??..and I had no PMS signs..weird normally I'm cramping!!!

so sad and to top it of my bestfriend just text me saying I'm going to have a niece...so happy for her but I'm just so sad with myself..almost thinking having a child of my own is not meant for me...ugh