Scared!
-- This morning, my SO told me that I've gained a significant amount of weight since we've been together and that he blames himself for pushing his laziness on me. I have gained weight, and I know he still thinks I'm sexy as hell, so it didn't really bother me. I told him I agreed.
-- He said he doesn't want me ending up looking like him (he's really over weight) because he knows I wouldn't be happy with myself if I did and that waiting until I'm as heavy as him will only make it that much harder to lose the weight. This is all true, and I agreed.
-- So he's going to help me pay for a gym membership and I'm going to be working out for 3-3.5 hours a week. I've always wanted to do Parkour and Sword Fighting (but I'm too weak and out of shape to even begin to do either), so I'm going to be working towards those. Hopefully I can even be in a sword fighting show at renfairs some day!! That'd be AWESOME.
-- But the more I think about it, the more SCARED I am! I've tried so many work out routines and nothing ever sticks or becomes a habit - I've NEVER experienced that "high" people get (even though I biked 40 miles a week for 7 months straight once) and if I fail this time then I've failed myself and my SO. It's really nerve wracking to think about.
-- Has anyone else felt like this?? It seems so silly, but I can't shake it.
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