So frustrated!

I've been spotting pretty much throughout the first trimester and now 9 weeks 3 days. Over a week ago we saw baby and heartbeat but I've started spotting again and there's a little red mixed in. I'm so frustrated! The doctors really haven't been helpful at all, but I know there's really nothing they could do. It took us almost a year to get pregnant and I thought I'd be so happy when it happened but because of the spotting it's been so emotionally exhausting and stressful!! Just wish the first trimester was over so I felt a little better about everything.