Exclusive pumping guilt?

Sa
I started pumping exclusively after my LO was 1 week old. We had a lot of trouble at the hospital latching and the first night of cluster feeding I panicked that i couldn't sustain only breastfeeding and not dread each feeding. I decided to start pumping and feeding and bf got harder. After about two days we were strictly pumping because I was upset he wouldn't latch anymore. My husband is supportive but I still feel like he is a little disappointed that I "gave up" so quickly.  He is concerned that I will not bond with my son as well now and I am constantly feeling like a bad mom. Anyone go through something similar to help me feel like I'm not alone??