This is awkward

Lauren
Alright so I've never posted about my sex life before, but I decided to give it a shot..
Before I met my fiancé I had great, amazing, enjoyable sex!!!! 
I wouldn't say I'm dirty. But I'm in to some kinky stuff, hair pulling, handcuffs and stuff
No anal.
Im not a huge fan of giving BJs but I do for my fiancé every once in awhile 
Well with my other partners sex was just good and did it almost every day. I loved it!!!
My fiancé and I do not connect at all on a sexual level. He doesn't turn me on. But don't get me wrong I'm in love with him. 
We've been TTC. But it's just not enjoyable. I don't know how to spice things up. Hes not the type to take control. Yes very timid about it. And a little boring. 
I miss good sex 😫