First trimester

I'm 10w5d today. How do you mom's do it? How do you get threw this first trimester without freaking out? I wish that there was a way to know that my baby is ok. You know like feel it move or hear its heart beat. I know that I won't be able to feal the baby move for a while. And my next appointment is on the 21st and they will use the Doppler to hear the baby's heart beat. But it just can't seem to come fast enough. Am I alone in this?