Nervous FTM Here

Oh, where is that "maternal instinct?" I feel so clumsy caring for my little boy. My partner had to return to work just a few days after baby arrived, and it's just me at home with little guy until daddy gets home. It's so nerve wrecking! When the bab y cries, I want to cry too! The baby just screamed so loud today, I was scared to death. He stopped when I held him. Hope my confidence and those instincts chime in soon!