Am I a bad person

A good family friend just had a baby boy yesterday and I zero interest in going to see it. Its mainly because the baby is so new and I don't want to carry germs to the baby also I don't want to go into a hospital and expose myself to germs I'm 26weeks 4days. I feel bad like I should want to go see the baby but I worry about him crying also because anytime I am around a little baby crying it makes my breast hurt so much. Should I just suck it up and go see him or wait until I feel more comfortable.