Feeling depressed

I feel so down, I have been ttc for more than a year. Went to see my obgyn for a solution and a progesterone test shows that I was ovulating, but the pelvic exam indicated I have an irregular uterus which in terms means I have fibroid. They scheduled an US which shows that d fibroid is about 6cm. My gyn had scheduled me to also go do an HSG, to check for tubal patent which wasn't successful because the catheter couldn't get pass my cervix. I'm scared because the radiologist made a statement bcos of the position of my cervix the sperms wasn't probably going to the right direction. I also have a surgery to be scheduled so the fibroid can be taken out. I really feel so so depressed and thought I can share my sorrow to my community