Body image

I am feeling horrible about myself, on top of feeling sick, I am having self esteem issues. Before I got pregnant I was already over weight. I have an exercise program in going to try and start Monday. But I hate the way I look right now. And everyone around me is small. I fit in none of my clothes but I have no money to buy new ones. I just want to cry and crawl in a whole. Thanks for listening. I needed to vent somewhere.