What to do...

I feel like my life revolves around cleaning, folding laundry, being bored at home etc. Recently, my SO and I decided that going out too frequently separately was ruining our relationship so we decided to not go out to bars without the other.

Well, we work opposite shifts. I work days, he works nights. I feel like the not going out separately thing is isolating me from the outside world.

BUT my SO and I only agreed to bars. We have no problem with any one of us going out with a friend for lunch, dinner, hang out, etc.

But I don't do anything anymore. Not because my SO doesn't let me but because I just don't feel like it? But I am miserable at home? WTF is wrong with this picture.

I don't miss the bar and I actually appreciate the sleep I have been catching up on but I have conflicted feelings. I am lost.

On one hand, I feel like a stay at home girlfriend with no children to at least help pass the time. (Nor do I want any)

And on the other hand, I don't want to go out.

I literally only go to work and school, with my sister, brother, mother, or best friend occasionally.

Anyone else experience this or have?