CD 53. Ugh.

Pcos sucks big time! I'm on CD 53 and roughly 37 days past ovulation. Negative pregnancy tests and yesterday was the first day I felt like I could start, but nothing. I don't have any pregnancy symptoms either, I think. But then again, everything that bothers me, I think it's a pregnancy symptom lol. I'm about ready to say screw it with trying for a baby. I've had PCOS for 15ish years, I'm tried metformin several times (I'm on it now), I've lost some weight, I eat better, my hormone levels have evened out, and I have no cysts. I'm just tired of it all. I had a d & c in March to clean out my uterus and to remove a polyp--that was supposed to help everything but I think it was a waste of time. Next step is to go to a fertility clinic but with everything going on in my life, it's not a good time to go into that much debt. I'm 28 so I guess I can push it off another year but then again who knows. Sorry, I jut needed to rant. Lol