My first two kiddos.....

So my first child....I was convinced I would never get pregnant. 2 yrs and nothing, periods irregular. ..in fact I would skip 5 months at a time....got meds to bring on period after a 5 month miss and got it.....once.... that was in april that year....beginning of October that year I thought I better go back to doc....so I did. They did a pregnancy test bc I could not take meds for period if I wad indeed pregnant took 4 days they call me and said it was positive, I was confused bc I hadnt had my period since end of april and it was October! So I scheduled an appt, my first appt I found out I was 20 weeks along and having a boy. How shocked I was. I missed all the signs bc I had such an irregular cycle. Every pregnancy symptom I had I figured was some other reason....however if it had been another week or so longer....I believe I would have known....I felt him moving around. My second son I knew as soon as my period did not come as after my first son my periods became more regular I was 5 wks along when I found out with him and had all symptoms lol. Now ttc #3 and I feel all out of sorts, I cant wait to test. ....but I feel ill only be disappointed. Anyways....this is my motherhood story...felt like sharing. ..baby dust to all!🙏🙏🙏✨✨✨