Am I alone ?

Kendra • I am 27 and my husband is 26. We have two boys 6 and 2. We are TTC #3 but had to put it on hold because I had an ovary removed. We are waiting on the doctors to tell us our next step.
June of 2015 I had emergency surgery to remove cyst from my ovaries which caused my ovary to flip and become tangled. I was told that was a chance that my ovary had to be removed due to lack of blood flow. Thankfully all was well and I kept both my ovaries. September 2015 I started feeling the same pain from June so I rushed myself to the hospital only to find out it was the same problem ( ovary torsion ). I had to have emergency surgery again but only this time they could save my ovary so it was removed. I woke from surgery to find out they had to take it due to lack of blood. I keep thinking to myself what did I do to have this happen to me? Was it the way I rolled out of my bed ? Was it because I did too much heavy lifting at my job? I just didn't understand what I was doing wrong. Even after the doctors told me every women get cyst each of their cycle, I still was convinced that it was something I had done. I am 26 and I have two boys 6 and 2. I am healthy as an ox bit I just didn't understand what I had done. Now my fiancee and I are in a rush to have our third due to the fear the it might happen again. I am so lost and in search of some advice if there is anyone that has gone through or going through the something I am going through.