I HATE PCOS!!! 😣

Hubby and I have been trying for only 5 months, and I know that's not that long. But I'm feeling like I'm ready to give up. I've only had two periods since trying, and this last one I had lasted 5 days. Which is crazy shock to me because my "periods" have only been lasting one day.. So after my 5 day period I decided to take an opk. Yesterday was CD 6, and the test I took had a pretty decent line to it. Definitely not positive, but it was there. (Haven't had a second line in an opk since starting to take opks) took one today and there was a second line, but it was lighter than the one on CD 6. (See picture) so I'm just going to convince myself that this is just never going to happen for me. :(