Off day

I'm having a very off day today. I love my life and everything is usually very good. Today though, I can't help thinking about all the "bad" things and it's making me not want to be around my boyfriend. Instead of asking if I'm okay, he left, which is adding more to what I'm thinking about.

We're ttc, but we only have sex once a week. Right now I feel used (like he has to at least have sex once a week, not because he wants it) because of this and saddened, because it's highly unlikely you'll make a baby that way. (He does want a baby, we've had a couple arguments about the sex issue and wanting kids.) I also made a comment this morning about "this super hot guy in bed" (him) and he completely ignored it and talked about work. Today all I see when I look in the mirror is my acne ridden face, due to not being on bc, and I feel very unattractive.

Like I said, I'm a very happy person. I love my life, nothing is truly bad in it. I just feel very sad today and I'm not sure what to do. I don't feel like I can talk to my boyfriend, because I don't want to cause an argument.