This really can't be life right now. I know I told my ex partner I am fine with doing this alone without him. He says he wants to be a part of the baby's life. Obviously not mine and he hasn't shown signs that he wants to fix this. We've been broken up for almost 2 months. And I found out I was pregnant two weeks after he broke up with me. Today while going to work my hormones were off the charts, I saw a couple at the train station who had a child who had a huge accident on herself. I watched as they used team work to get the job done before the train came. And it then hit me. How will I take care of something like that alone? How will I do many things that both parents do alone? How will I be able to spend the 1st few nights with no help. 😔😢 with my son the father and I was together and I relied heavily on his parents for things if I needed help when he wasn't around. A lot of the times it was just me. But I had help if needed. Now....I have no one. My mom isn't in my life and my father past away last year. My little brother works and goes to college full time. And my son is only 8. I am literally at this alone. I'm just so sad lately....depressed almost....this sucks. Dealing with a heart break and then being pregnant and single on top of it....I try so hard not to focus on the bad and look at the good and distract myself with work. But this is really hard 😔💔😒