Waiting...

So I had a bit of spotting over the weekend and I saw my doctor yesterday, he said I'm about 50% effaced and I'm not quite dialated yet but I'm starting to open, I'm only 27 weeks tomorrow! I started dialating at 30 weeks with my last baby and she came at 34 weeks, and I have gestational diabetes and I'm on progesterone shots so I'm considered high risk. I'm supposed to be getting a call today to tell me what time to go get an ultrasound to check baby and see how he's growing and also check my cervical length. He put me on light duty and I'm a nurses aide at a hospital, my boss isn't in the office this week we don't really do light duty so I may have to be taken off work completly! I'm freaking the heck out! The times been going pretty fast but if I have to be home its going to drag!! I'm super overwhelmed right now, and the unknown is what kills me, trying to prepare for well idk what exactly. I just need my son to keep his precious little butt inside for another 5-10 weeks and grow big and strong!