I really need to rant.
My cousins dog was sick and had diarrhea all over the house all day and my cousin would wait forever to clean it. I kept telling her that it's not healthy to leave a mess around like that and that her dog would get my dog sick too and now it's happened. I can't catch a break. He's throwing up and having diarrhea all day long and I have 18 dollars to my name. No money for a vet visit. I don't even have money to decently feed myself. I catch him before he squats as much as I can and put him outside when I see that he's about to get sick but when I'm asleep I obviously can't catch him. And I can't leave him outside while I'm sleeping Bc I have to be so careful with my dog here. My cousin's cat badly attacked him yet they still don't take it serious to keep their cat away from my dog. They put the cat in the back while my dog is there, they let the cat into the room while my dog is there, they just don't get it. It's so bad that the cat crouches and looks under the door and if my dog walks past the door way she tries to grab him from under the door with her claws. It's a nightmare. So I have to have my dog with me at all times unless I'm putting him outside myself and waiting for him to be done so I can pick him up and carry him straight to the room without the cat attacking. Anyway the part that is ruining my life is that I. Am. So. Nauseous. Morning sickness for me is all day vomitting or struggling to not vomit. Cleaning dog diarrhea is the worst possible thing to ever have to deal with right now. I literally cry when I wake up to a new mess. I wake up and immediately smell it and immediately cry. Today I tried to clean it And i ran to the bathroom to throw up three times. I'm miserable. My cousin was just looking at me like I was crazy even after seeing me throw up she didn't understand how miserable it is for me. I can smell it from across the house. When I'm close to it its more than smelling it its like I'm breathing it , I'm tasting it , it is hell. Well she had the nerve to say "umm..... I don't smell anything at all"
THEN YOU FUCKING CLEAN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg
How do you just watch a pregnant woman vomit three times trying to clean one mess of diarrhea, comment on how you don't even smell it, and never offer to help. I understand. It is my dogs poop. Yes I get it. It is my responsibility to clean it 100%. It's just that I KNOW that if my cousin was the one pregnant and throwing up from smelling it, and I was not pregnant and swearing I "can't even smell it" I would help her out. I'd feel terrible for her. However this is the same cousin who thinks I fake all my symptoms and that I put a finger down my throat to throw up on purpose. You know- one of those people who haven't been pregnant and they refuse to believe that there are any real symptoms.....
I can smell the shit as I type this and I know that once I post it I will attempt to clean it once again, and vomit once again, and repeat until it's finally finished. But I just needed to rant Bc no one around me at all seems to understand just how tragic this is. Hopefully you ladies don't think I'm being a baby either. ): I'm in hell. Completely defeated by a pile of chihuahua shit.
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