TTC for a while...

Is there anyone out there that feels like you become obsessed with ttc and lose sight of what it actually means. I feel like I want it so bad now because I have lost my babies and want another one so bad, almost just to have one. I've lost sight of the original happy reason that I decided I was ready to start a family in the first place. Anyways just thinking out loud and wondering if I'm the only one.