Today was my dude date

All my friends who got pregnant around the same time as me are having thier babies. I just feel so sad as bad as i did when i first found out i had a missacrriage. everyone expects me to me be over it beAcause the pregnancy wasnt planned but i carried it for 3 months and all my friends and family are happy im not going to have a baby even my boyfriend thinks its a blessing i had a missacarriage and it just sucks because i wanted my baby so badly and i fell in love when i found out i was pregnant. I have no one to talk to because they all are happy im not pregnant.