Pads... 😒

Lindsay • Just a small town girl with big dreams and hopefully a little one soon :)
I had to put a pad on for the first time today.
What happened, you ask? I just finished going to the bathroom and as I was washing my hands, I let go of my muscles downstairs... I let out pee with it. Wth?! 
I've done good with not having a bunch of discharge, or peeing when I sneeze.. Or anything else. Until today. 
Hello, 6mo. I guess I better work on my kegel exercises and pray for the best. 😔