Testing

Every month is so stressful and I always get my hopes up when my period is late. According to Glow my period should have ended today but I haven't had it yet. I always put off doing a test because when I do one my period always starts, feels like Mother Nature is taunting me in a way. I'm starting to feel very frustrated and upset because me and my partner want a baby so badly. He doesn't have any children but I have a 12 year old son from a previous relationship. I just feel so sad because we both want it so much and nothing seems to go right for us at the moment😢