Been TTC for 8 months

I've been trying to conceive for 8 months now I've had 2 miscarriages..last month I thought was my monthbecause I thought I missed my period but it ended up coming 12 days late...sometimes I think I'll just accept the fact that I can't have a kid even tho I would be a awesome mother!. It's harder than ppl think it is!! Idk what else to do but be acceptant