Try after stillbirth

Krysti • I have 4 living children, two 1st trimester miscarriages, a stillborn son, and 2nd trimester miscarriage of my son.
I recently had my baby boy on July 25 2015at 20 weeks 4 days and I am ttc again. I am very nervous I want to be pregnant so bad. I think it would help my other children as well! But I must admit I am absolutely terrified! Please pray for me mommas! Has anyone else gone through the this and ttc?