Oh my word are my emotions out of control today. Can't stop crying like on and off all day. Made for a ruff day at work messed up a ton today at job I just started last week only have about 30 hours experience and am already being told if I can't keep up and keep emotions under control it's not going to work out. Don't want to tell SO as he really wants job to work out for at least a month to get baby stuff well he pays bills ugh