No longer can breastfeed...

Feeling extremely depressed. Just found out I have a really bad UTI and there are no antibiotics I can take that are safe while breastfeeding. Baby boy took to the bottle relatively well, but when I try to comfort him and hold him he gets really upset and all he wants is to breastfeed. I feel like we've lost this bond. I'm going to get a pump tomorrow to try and save my supply and hopefully we can resume after these 10 days 😣😢