PPD..

I think I have postpartum depression.. Some days I feel numb, and other times I'm extremly Moody and feel like crying. I haven't had a reason to cry, but I just feel like sobbing. Then, on top of it I was so upset that I wasn't able to breast feed. Everyone was telling me you can still do it, you can still do it, and I was going to try but then my mother yelled at me over it because he was already on formula and said it would hurt his belly, or that she wouldn't get to feed him, and discouraged me so much, all I did was cry.. I didn't feel like a woman, because I wasn't able to feed him the way nature intended (This isn't against women who formula feed).

I don't know what to do, because I've never been depressed..