Having a tough time

I had an ultrasound 2 days ago, I should be 8 weeks, but there was no baby. My gestational sac measures 6 weeks, 2 days. I have two weeks until my next ultrasound, but I'm so so depressed. I'm keeping the faith, but I really fear it's a blighted ovum and that I'm a ticking time bomb. I started wearing pads to work in case I start bleeding. I have one beautiful daughter to help keep me distracted at home too, but the next 2 weeks are going to be TOUGH. I don't think my husband understands how heartbreaking and stressful the past 2 days have been. He reminds me that miscarriage is common in early pregnancy, but that makes it zero percent easier! Hoping and praying our little baby grows and shows up somehow. Just needed to vent. 😏