German mums?

D • Mama of 2,lost an angel, waiting on number 4💘💓💘 married-blessed💓
I was born and raised in Germany but moved to Thousand Oaks to finish my high school because of my Dads job. Later my fianceé and I moved to LA and my parents and sister moved back in Germany again because I finished school, anyways I feel pretty alone now, I really miss Germany and my family and my fianceé and I will go to Germany soon but once our baby is there, we probably wont be able to go so early. Does anyone have any advice how to feel a little bit  German in America?