Feeling of dread :(

My tww is almost over. My period should start in the next day or so. I'm just overwhelmed with a feeling of dread. This just wasn't our month, I can feel it. I'm trying to stay busy and do projects at home when I'm not working...I'm reorganizing our office and just feel this horrible cloud of sadness. Who knew this process could be so emotional? It's like a bad roller coaster ride.