Mixed feelings

I want to have another baby. My daughter will be two years old Saturday (10-24) and i feel like i want another baby. Everyone around me is having babies and getting pregnant, and i feel like i should. My partner does want more children, just not right now. He would like to wait another year or two. But we are not using protection or doing anything to stop a pregnancy from happening. So i feel like i am going behind his back and secretly trying to get pregnant.