This is me =)

Hi everyone!! My name is Belle, I'm 33, and this is my fourth pregnancy. I have a 10 year old daughter. I miscarried on my second and third pregnancies. The last miscarriage was the hardest. I was just 8 weeks in May, had some very light spotting, went in to be checked and US showed a perfect heartbeat and growth rate. So I told my daughter we'd be expecting a baby brother or sister. That night I lost him/her. My daughter and DH were as devastated as me. Kind of let go for a bit. After a bunch of crazy life issues I realized I hadn't had any AF symptoms. The morning I should've started, (I'm insanely regular), I didn't. I took a test. My first appt is November 2, I will be almost 7 weeks. I am hoping and praying with everything in me that this will be our Rainbow Baby. I'm waiting until I'm at least 13 weeks to tell my baby girl this time.  It'll be almost Chrsitmas and I have SOOO many ideas on how to tell her. lol So that was quite a bit about me =)