Scared to know gender

Akroma Anne • Im a Geek Nerdy Gamer Mom

Since I was little I always wanted a little boy. I'm gonna know the sex of my baby in a week and I'm scared to have a girl, I really want a boy with all my heart, I even pray to God really bad to have a boy, this is my dream and I'm scared to get disappointed if a have girl, I want to love her and bound with her. My husband dream I had a boy.

Am I the only one? Am I wrong?