Baby fever

My boyfriend and I are in our 30's (I'm 30, he's 34 in December). I have 3 children from a previous relationship. After I had my twins I didn't think I ever wanted kids again. Now I'm with the man of my dreams, I want a baby so bad. He definitely want to TTC, but not for a year or two. Blah. It'll be really nice to actually TTC and not just have surprises, but now I want it now. Funny how life works.