😭😭😭😭😭 Sad day

Today is a sad day. I broke up with my boyfriend. It was the the hardest thing to do. I saw the sadness in his eyes. We took pictures before I left. He still cares. We need our time apart. We were toxic to each other. I love him so much but it had to be done. We need space and time to ourselves to think. I think I made a good choice to move back home but I feel like I'm starting to regret it. I don't know what to think or do?