Support pls ladies

Hello my fellow IVFer's. I'm on my fifth day of Lupron. We are doing egg retrieval end of November and FET end of January. I'm having a "bad" day with all of this emotionally and It took me by surprise since I've been nothing but excited since starting this process over 2 weeks ago. We are heading in the right direction no doubt. My biggest fear is that I will be patient until January and our first transfer won't be successful then we will be waiting 8 more weeks for another! This process is so long. Did I make the right decision? Should we be trying a fresh cycle at the end of November? Should we have tried on our own a little longer? ARE ALL of these thoughts and questions NORMAL? That's all I want to know...sorry so long