Am I a bad person?

I suffer from social anxiety, but at the same time I'm kind of extroverted. I love talking to people but I get nervous and will randomly stop talking to them... I created a tinder and i have given people my number and made plans to meet up by chicken out every time or lie and say I have plans when I don because I'm afraid they'll be disappointed in me or that I will embarrass myself. Does anyone else do this?