Utterly broken !!!

Just came bk from my appointment for gyny he's sed there is still a chance to get pregnant naturally but it's a low chance I'm ovulating now and again he has a low sperm count what now and because I have a child with another they won't do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">Ivf</a> I don't know how to feel just seen that my friend when they for her scan today she found out she's preg with twins