Down in the dumps

Zhatiah • 23 Married to a King & in Paradise. Waiting for our bundle of joy to arrive to complete our little Family 💋
As bad as I want to conceive I feel like I won't . I feel like I'm excited about something that isn't going to happen for me. I do this log everyday and keep hoping this thing will work. But in the back of my mind I also feel as if I'm setting myself up for failure. Idk. Some people are meant to have babies and some aren't i guess. I'm probably one who isn't. 🙁