Am I the only one miserable at 35 weeks?

I am so miserable. I'm so tired and when I'm awake my eyes feel heavy even though I slept 9 hours. Well.... I do wake up a lot to use the bathroom. My face is puffy my neck is too and it looks like I have jelly rolls on my neck. Last night my ankles were not visible. I had tube legs lol. Then this morning I woke up and stretched while laying down and both legs had bad bad cramps. It was so painful. I just want this baby out. I'm so over this. I look hedious. And not only that but my step mother in law is throwing me a baby shower on Saturday. A week from now. I had a baby shower already but since there are divorces in the family I had to have two so the other sides of the family could attend. I am thankful but I am not looking forward to this. I'm so fat and I'm so unhappy.